Hello. This is going to be my new blog account thing. Well I kinda just wanted something that could quick write in whereever I am that would work well on my iPhone so here it is. Last night I was heaving and crying for about and hour, I was litterally on the floor because I couldn't stand. Mom and I got into a fight so I was upset and my mind just escalated my emotions and thoughts to the point where I crumbled to the floor shaking. Afterwards I slept it off and all morning I sat around watching tv and having anxiety over not being able to study for finals. I got the really strange, panic-y, shaking, racing feeling. I couldn't get it to go away so I sat down at my desk and went online to take my mind off of it. But it came to the point where I just took out my new razorblade and cut my ankle. Only a little bit though. These things Are so sharp, the pain is really focused and I bleed almost instantly. After that I picked up Kelly to go to dunkin donuts and to see Juno. It was a great movie and it was really cute :) I felt a million times better afterwards. Now I'm kind of just sitting around ignoring the crowd of annoying potheads in my living room. Seriously, go get a life (haha who am I to talk, I cut myself with razors). Anyway, time to put my ADD aside and go study. Goodnight.
End: 6:19 pm, Sunday
End: 6:19 pm, Sunday