Boosplace

well, my husband just left. He was gonna go get his daughter,andrea. She's been at her moms since Friday night. I really hope she doesn't come back with an attitude. Marty took leah to his aunts so I could get some rest. Lately I either can't sleep or I'm either up really late or extremely early.I'm beyond tired! I really hope marty's ex-wife has the money she owes us because, I really need some new clothes in the worst way!!!!
I feel like marty does everything he can to get away from me. I feel like he no longer loves me like he used to. Our relationship has changed since I had leah. I feel like he's distant. We rarely have sex anymore. Sometimes I feel like I'd just cheat on him at least I'd be happier and be getting some. I just wished he'd pay more attention to me. Its just makes me depressed!!! I'm just not happy anymore and don't know what to do anymore.